Bitty Kitty’s Weblog

The scrap of hope that was the subject of my last post has come to nothing. I can’t believe it’s almost effing NOVEMBER and I am still unemployed. Who thought it would be this bad? Honestly, I’m so stressed out I’m not sure what to do. I’m scared out of my mind. What if I can’t even get a job at Starbucks? Yes, it’s come to that. If I find an opening at Starbucks, I’m applying.

About grad school. I’m not sure what I want to do with my future. I’m not ready to take the GRE and honestly I don’t want to. I haven’t found any schools, and I don’t want to look. I don’t even know what I’m looking for. I am so focused on getting a job that I can’t really plan for anything else. But what if I get a job here? I don’t see myself starting a life career here. I’d just be working to pay my rent which is something I never wanted to do. Dark times.